I feel like God gave him this job and made the path smooth, but I still get anxious. Sometimes I worry about the lack of income and the bills that are piling up. (It's a lie that pilots make crazy, good money... only the really senior captains of big airplanes roll in the dough.) But when the anxiety starts to creep in, I have to remind myself that God is in control of this and he will work out the details. He has yet to make us eat dirt and live in a cardboard box; I don't think He will start now.
I know that we won't see much of Mark in the next few months, but I also know that it will get better as he gets more seniority. I also know that once he can carry his own insurance, I will effectively get a "raise". I hope to get to the point that we can live off my income and save his. Hey! A girl can dream...
Mark also plans on selling his airplane, we have had to put $1500 of fuel bladders into the stupid thing and that is not counting the cost of labor! Hopefully he is correct and we can sell the thing pretty quickly...
We don't know where Mark's base will be, he put in his bid today. It will probably be Mississippi, Virginia, West Virginia or Pennsylvania. How is that for being narrowed down? I figure he will have to find a crash pad and that is another source of worry. But again, I know God has it figured out! We also don't know what his schedule will be and how often he will be able to come home. I think that will change monthly...
I just know we are in a transition and God is in charge!!
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